
I, MARY MACLANE
A crucible of my own making
Half inevitably, half by choice
A twisted moral
Everyday and to-morrow
A mathematic dead-wall
My neat blue chair
A lost person
A thin damnedness
A prison of self
In a fierce, unfiltered voice, Mary meets herself on a quiet Montana night, turning the diary into a mirror forged in her own crucible. She catalogues paradoxes—vanity and humility, humor and despair—while probing the tangled geography of a woman’s interior life. The prose jumps from lyrical confession to sharp list‑like observations, giving listeners a rhythm that feels both chaotic and deliberately crafted. It is an intimate portrait of a mind that refuses to hide, inviting anyone who has ever felt simultaneously powerful and fragile.
The book pulses with the restless energy of a self‑portrait that declares its ego not as selfishness but as a vital, solitary spark. Themes of isolation, creative yearning, and the tension between modernity and old‑world sensibility swirl through each entry, making the work feel timelessly resonant. Listeners will hear the raw pulse of a woman who calls herself a leopard, a poet, an outlaw, and ultimately, a profoundly human being wrestling with the everyday and the extraordinary.
Language
en
Duration
~6 hours (350K characters)
Publisher of text edition
Project Gutenberg
Credits
Produced by Marie Bartolo from page images made available by the Internet Archive: American Libraries
Release date
2013-08-25
Rights
Public domain in the USA.

1881–1929
A bold, funny, and startlingly candid writer, she became famous at 19 with a bestselling memoir that shocked early-1900s readers. Her intensely personal voice now reads as a striking early example of confessional autobiography.
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