
Born on the rugged border of Pennsylvania and Virginia, the narrator’s childhood is a tapestry of frontier hardships—wolf howls, panther cries, and the lingering threat of conflict. Orphaned early, he is taken in by a devoted foster mother and a learned Scotch teacher who introduce him to earnest worship, catechisms, and the moral rigor of his Scottish heritage. Yet adolescence pulls him toward the temptations of taverns, card games, and even the seductive arguments of Universalism, leaving his soul in a fierce tug‑of‑war between sin and a lingering, trembling hope for redemption.
At eighteen he marries, settles on a modest farm, and soon faces a dire diagnosis of incurable rheumatism that threatens both his body and his spirit. Confronted with the terror of unrepented sins, he wrestles in the woods, pleading for divine mercy while fearing the darkness of his own choices. This early portion of the memoir captures his raw, honest struggle to reconcile a wild, unforgiving landscape with the yearning for a steadfast, saving faith.
Language
en
Duration
~3 hours (206K characters)
Publisher of text edition
Project Gutenberg
Release date
2016-08-02
Rights
Public domain in the USA.

Known for making twentieth-century and contemporary music approachable, this Oxford musicologist has written widely on composers including Stravinsky and Birtwistle. His work combines close listening, sharp analysis, and a clear gift for explaining complex ideas.
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