
A young narrator recalls the strange liminality of his childhood home—a grand, dimly lit hall that feels like a threshold between the familiar street outside and an inner world of shadows, duty, and quiet authority. The description of cool stone, red‑sandstone tiles and the looming staircase evokes both the comfort of tradition and the weight of an unseen, oppressive presence that haunts each passage. Through these vivid images the story sets a tone of introspection, where everyday actions are tinged with a sense of inevitability.
At eleven, the boy’s ordinary school day turns inward, filled with an inexplicable guilt and a feeling that the world itself conspires against him. A fleeting friendship with Oskar Weber, the locomotive driver’s son, leads them to plot a secret savings scheme meant to buy a pistol—a symbol of both youthful bravado and the darker impulses stirring beneath the surface. The narrative captures the tension between innocent curiosity and the looming shadow of choices that feel already too heavy for a child.
Language
de
Duration
~5 hours (341K characters)
Publisher of text edition
Project Gutenberg
Credits
Produced by Jens Sadowski
Release date
2013-03-15
Rights
Public domain in the USA.
Subjects

1877–1962
Best known for novels like Siddhartha, Steppenwolf, and Demian, this Nobel Prize–winning writer explored inner conflict, self-discovery, and the search for meaning with unusual warmth and intensity. His books continue to speak to readers who feel caught between the demands of society and the pull of a deeper inner life.
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